shattered but still in one piece.

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the mad one: dwell in the past? maybe i did stayed there too long. don't forget ben, i did say before, i don't give up so easily.

jasmine: hey err... jas, i am beginning to find your comments almost the same as people who posted before you.(you copycat! =X) hmm... still, thanks for your constant prayers and i can say, whatever you prayed for in my life, God has done it , already did it or is doing it. and like what i told ben, i don't give up so easily.


just to correct something, my dad called from malaysia on sunday and told me it's my grandpa that passed away. sigh. mistake made by my mom when she called home. judging from this mistake, i really felt that she suffered a huge blow. really hope that she can overcome it. i know you can, ma! jia you! v ^.^

sigh, it's been 2 days that i have been taking care of the house. sure is difficult to run the house. now i know why my parents keep saying they're stressful. oh well, got to control this, look after this, plan this and that. cool, felt like i'm the boss of the whole household. really want to be a good son and the same time, a good brother. i guess i'm destined to have my own family. haha... just joking.

not to forget. on sunday's service, pastor really preached a word of season. really pumped me up. i'm not going to stay in my comfort zone anymore. i'm gonna really fight for my dreams and my purpose. nothing's going to hold me down! then for the bible study seminar, Pst. Derek taught us on how to be a true worshipper. yup. really agree with what was taught. one must really have a pure heart and a 'focused-on-God' attitude. still, i'm learning everyday and, i got a long, long way to go.

also, haha, i found something of sentimental value in my bag on sunday. a silver necklace that i used to wear when i was little kay. lol!!! still could remember that this necklace was bought by my mother when my grandparents visited us in singapore. i thought i lost it for good. can't believe that it was hiding in my bag all this while! haha!!! i'm not going to take it down from my neck anymore and that's final!

just recalled something. after 3 lessons of guitar and a lot of practice, i am beginning to feel that i really want to find out the reason why i started playing the guitar. i guess all of you are stunned. i really don't know why the guitar attracted me in the past. even until now, i'm still so on fire for guitars. my calling? my talent? my desire? i really don't know. still remember that it was Benjamin who thought me my first 5 chords. maybe he knows. or should i say maybe HE knows? hmm...

oh well, i'm going to learn more stuff during this long break. i'm not working on wednesday all the way to sunday. so, if anyone needs a hearing ear or... who cares! i'll be bored at home! if you got any activities, just tell me! i don't want to be locked up in a room facing a computer monitor screen all week!

lastly, love ya, grandpa! ;)