deep feelings emerging

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Jasmine; sure, thanks for keeping me in your prayers. :)


well, this year is going to be one fight for me. i really am not sure what will happen next.

wednesday:
well, i had a chat with bro Meng Chin, my new cell group leader. this is the first time i ever really want to open up to someone who is really more mature in almost every aspect. really learnt a lot from him. he sure inspired me in a way or two. not to forget Desmond, these few weeks of discipleship with him sure is really pumping up my adreadline. what i can say is that, i'm on fire! don't even think about pouring water on me! woo!

then at night, i had a guitar lesson with bro John See. he accessed 2 more new students. all i can say is that the 2 of them are good. no kidding, they're of the better batch. also got to know their names, Kelvin and Destiny. haha, learnt the basics about owning a guitar and playing it. (although i know most of the basics already, still, i need a refresher course! you'll never know what basics you missed out.)

after the whole lesson, the most common thing these few days. RAIN! sigh, got to brave the storm just to get dinner for myself. sigh. got drenched. after dinner, i watched TV and hit the haystack immediately after that.


Thursday: not working today. 'hurray' or should i say 'boo'? never mind. helped to run some errands at home. went to pay bills. sigh, can't find the bills and i got fustrated that i could only find my handphone bill. sigh, better tell everyone in the house to get everything ready first before asking me to make payment.

then, worst-case scenario happened. don't really want to publicise the issue so i'll just skip what issue is it. really never expect mishap will come in a chain of events. sigh, really praying for healing miracles and protection for my family members. really hope that nothing will go wrong. please GOD, protect my family... from harm, and from practically everything...