gazing and dazing...

as usual, replies first;

huijun: of course! one should always be optimistic about life! if you expect bad things, bad things will come. if you expect good things, good things will come! it's that simple! disturb me... hmm, just be careful. i may have a few tricks up my sleeve. haha...


ok, that's all for replies. well, these few days have been raining non-stop. sigh. really want to enjoy the outdoors again. so, made up my mind on something. after receiving my pay, i'll get myself a kick scooter. sigh, staying at home with just a computer and a monitor screen can really bore me to death! so what if there are games? they seem to like don't interest me as they do already. that's why i'll buy a kick scooter to ride around the batok region. this whole neighbourhood's going to be my playground already. haha...

also took up guitar lessons. hmm... my mentor evaluated me and said i'm quite ok. hmm, but why do i still find myself like i'm not good? maybe it's the never-ending pursuit of perfection. still, i got to pay for the fees myself. my dad's not sponsoring me. sigh... i'm a part-timer and i don't earn a lot. this is so fustrating.

also, went to receive my bursary today, sure is fun wearing my uniform again. it kind of reminded me of the wacky class i have. 5n3 2005. yeah... rock on people! today's sure one boring and slow day.

money, i really want money. got so much to buy, so much to pay for and so much debt to clear. i'm like those people who owe 'loan shark'(or illegal money lenders) money and cannot pay back. here's a list of things i want to buy and what i got to pay for:

1. buy a kick scooter
2. modify my guitar's bridge
3. return money to a friend for buying carnival coupons
4. pay for my guitar lessons
5. buy new clothes to usher in the new year
6. return money to my dad for taking up a loan with him :S

sigh, all these will add up to about 200 to 300+! ouch... so, i'm very open to any finance blessing now. so, all proceeds that you give me will go directly into my bank account. haha... well, i just got to plan on how to spent my money wisely. some of the things will have to be delayed. sigh. so much to do with cash! got to control the urge to spend.

oh ya, one of my friend is coming back from india already. i wonder if she has turned into a real walking charcoal already?(will she be tanned?) well, she's still a nice person to be with. very friendly and sometimes funny... haha... hope that when she comes back, she'll spare me the punches and kicks.

wow, i sure am very disorganised. never thought of my writting format and just anyhow typed out what came to my mind. sigh, the troubles these weeks can already stress me out. really hope next week is going to be a better week. really hope i can earn extra income. sigh, no response came from the school. i guess i won't be working in school already. sigh... miss ya, swiss.