pondering...

back to blog again. sigh... really feel like there's nothing i can do these few days. felt like a total nutcase goofing around. i don't want to just stare at one pathetic monitor screen all day! sigh... at home, i feel as if i'm boxed in. at work, i feel like i'm ousted. sigh... sure is one dilemma.

oh well, as usual, never celebrated valentine's day with anyone(been doing it for so long already. haha!). well, practically, i was working that day, attached to causeway point. business was thriving that day. the customers just won't stop at all. can hardly take a break. everyone was rushing orders, allocating seats and clearing tables. haha... and amazingly, we had a celebrity dining at that outlet. the young actress from 'i not stupid' the one who played 'selena khoo'. speaking of which, i am beginning to feel that she lives around my house already. she studied before at CTS, now currently at Innova... wonder if the rumours of her living just across the road is true. nevermind. who cares?

then we closed the outlet at about 10+pm. also, i saw one of my ex-cell group member who disappeared for a long time. not commenting on this issue. to sum up the day, the manager treated all the staff to KFC! argh!! i can barely eat up one piece of chicken! had my staff meal at around 9+pm. argh!! i really miss eating KFC but the mind is willing but the stomach is full. dang! missed the chance.

on wednesday, back to suntec outlet again. not much excitement but had a bad stomache. still, something amazing happened. as my stomach was aching, i made a prayer and almost immediately, the pain left me and i could concentrate on my work again. haha praise God!

and at night, i went to old airport road to help out with the registration for my ministry's event on the 25th of feburary. the response was really hot! all the available seats we have were sold out within 20- 30mins! some of the elderly had no choice but to just leave their contact numbers with us. hope that we can be able to get more buses for the event and not to disappoint the elderlies.

oh well, really want to do a lot of things but i just don't have the ability to do them. anyway. i'll stop here. really don't want to stare at an inanimate object for too long.