decisions after the 'O's

ok, i finished selecting the courses that i wanted to enter in the polytechnic. sigh... it's kind of scary though. i really am a bit afraid that i could not enter the courses that i wanted to enter into. also, i am afraid that i chosed the wrong courses. sigh, really have not much idea what to do now.

oh well, just really am beginning to wonder what will happen in the future already. really, sincerely hope that i can enter the new SP's infocom security or maybe the music& audio technology course. both courses are really my favourites already. really no kidding!

the infocom sercurity course(a new course) attracted me because i wanted to help prevent systems from being hacked by those annoying hackers. sometimes, they will just hack and destroy your precious files. so, maybe i'll be able to come up with a better program to prevent hackers? maybe after graduating from this course, i'll go join the army and help the country hack into the communication system of terrorist organisations and put an end to their devious plans to cause fear to the general public. hahaha!! still, i'm quite an idiot when it comes to computers. oh wells... you got to learn everything from the start. haha...

and as for music and audio technology, it's more a bit a stronger desire.(i should have placed this as my first choice.) well, i wanted to be able to learn how to create songs that are 'happening'. i'm not sure when did the music bug bit me but ever since i started playing a guitar, i really want to like maybe become a musician/songwriter/recording manager. who knows! haha! just to let the cat out of the bag, i actually wanted to serve God as a cell group guitarist and not to mention, i have yet to write a song for God! i did told Him before that i want to write a song for Him on how He changed and blessed me(i just don't know how to put things together!). and if possible, i'll really rise up and serve God as a music pastor of the church! it's been my dream ever since that stringed instrument touched my hands. so, i pray i can really get into this course, if possible, and learn the strings of the trade.

how well, as for now. i got to wait for the posting results to come out. haha. all i can do until then is to pray, pray and pray! haha!