reappearance after a long time...

wow, it's sure is long since i last posted. oh well, i also don't know what should i say. hmm...

well, or the past few days, i have been wondering on 'what should i do in Poly', 'what to buy', 'what kind of career should i take'. sure is one thing to really ponder about.

also had some fun and exciting days. just on saturday, i actually got up close and personal with my pastor. i went totally dumbfounded... the best part is i got myself a nice CD to listen to. after all the comotion, some of the zone members came to ask me how was it like to have pastor's arm slung across my shoulders, what perfume he uses, etc... (i gave a puzzled look when that person asked me what perfume he wore)

then on sunday, i went to help out at JAMS church. i was substituting my cell group helper, Desmond, as he has to bring a fellow cell member to church and make-up cell group. so helped out with Alex, my cell member, as security personnel. then i was sent to help out at the playgroup and one of the students bit me on my arm! ouch... she just, all of a sudden, grabbed my left arm, brought it to her mouth and bit onto it just like how one bites into a drumstick! she even try to rip some of my flesh off my arm. but i stopped her in time to sustain further damage. after the ministry, some of the people there remembered me as the boy who misspelt 'misspell' and laughed at me... sigh. why did i misspelt that word?

then later on went to the ACE seminar at suntec with Adi, a secondary school classmate. i even signed on for the army sponsorship. i'm not sure if i'm doing the right thing. many commended that i'm not suitable for army life. still, i'm doing this for the benefit of my parents. i'm going to sacrifice 5 years of my life in army life if it is successful. also, i am trying to reduce the financial burden they are feeling.

well, i really don't know what i am going to do right now. i want to buy a laptop for my course, get new mp3 player to replace my late mp3 player(in loving memory since 28 feb 2006) and how am i going to manage my expectations and time in the future. for now. i'll stop here until further notice.