miracles happen if only one believes

I'm back from another week of events. i really have no idea how things will turn out for me this week. still, i'll be patiently waiting for the better to come. so until that day, i got to work hard.

first off, enjoyed service last sunday. really love to see the greatness of God in chnging people and delivering them from their problems. haha... i'm happy for those who were delivered and also for myself for being a Christian. :)

java is really tough. i really got to buck up and also i want to pass everything this semester. i don't want to waste money to repeat a module. also, i don't want to be a burden for my parents. they used their ahrd-earned money to send me to poly. so i ain't going to waste it. i know it may be too late already as 2 more week are my exams. but i don't care. i want to give it all i got with no regrets.

sigh, it's a few months already and somehow, i feel that i am not doing what i like to do. i somehow feel that i am like trying to please everyone, get distracted over some things. sigh... really am feeling the pull. having doubts about myself also. stress sia...

ok, i think i can't possibly be here for another minute more. going back to java and also studying for my COS test tomorrow and TBCM interview assignment. all these crammed into 1 whole day. is this stress enough for you or what?