life of the simpleton

well, i'm back from a long week of disappointments,stress and unsatisfaction. i feel insignificant in most aspects of my life. really hope that things can change for the better. also, it's time for some serious decisions.

ok, let's start off with some disappointments, received back most of my mid- semestral tests. passed my ISE and COS tests. the only thing i failed now is maths. ouch. really need to buck up. even my lecturer said this to me. so, if any of you reading this can help me, do so. thanks. :)

to even add in more disappointment, on the day when we received back our results, i know some of my classmates are in a bad mood.(who won't when they have failed a test?) the teacher told those whom failed the test to go for remedials. then the remedial clashed with our class outing with our tutor. so, i asked this particular classmate about it and he just shouted back at me that his studies is more important than some stupid outing. i was like what the heck. he don't have to take his fustration out on me what. at least he could have the politeness to tell me but no, he was offensive. sigh, never mind. i don't really blame him on this. many are in a bad mood anyway.

stress... 'hai'... like who won't have it? 4 more weeks to semestral exams. fail a module, repeat half a year. so, my maths got to really push really hard.

unsatisfaction... man, really. i'm unsatisfied with where i am now. really have to be more meticulous from today on. i really felt that i still have not fulfil my duties as a class rep and in my life. so, not going to get distracted from my dreams and visions anymore.

well, serious decisions is the side that i want to be. so, i finally come to a decision at last. also, i really thought of who i can rely on already. really have to think on who can i rely on. i'm not going to lose out anymore. i will focus on my vision and dream that i am pregnant with. no one is going to stop me from accomplishing them already.

oh well, i think in order to accomplish them, i ned some valuable rest. so, good night people.