decisions decisions (2)

Well, I said I will be back to post again and here it is. My next post.

Like I shared in my previous post, it has been a interesting week for me and somehow, there are things that I find interesting.

First of all, I'll share a near-death scenario. It happened during peak hour at a MRT station when I was on my way back home. I was literally forced to stand beyond the yellow safety line and extremely close to the edge by the home-going crowd. To make things worst, there was a train that is about to leave the station and as it moved, I could feel the wind generated by the train's departure licking me constantly. I wonder if it is 'kiasu-ism'. But really thank God I wasn't hurt.

I feel like touching on decisions. Well, decisions play a crucial factor in our everyday lives and they can decide our future almost instantly. Wrong decisions can really cause hassles in our lives and right ones will be very beneficial to oneself. Everyday is a day where we make decisions after decisions. There's almost no way for one person to say 'I will not make decisions'. If someone does make a remark like this, that person already made a decision of not making decisions already! Ironic it seems.

Well, just a few weeks ago, I was seriously troubled about a decision I made and it really bugged me for a long time. Somehow, I was led to the idea of thinking about that decision I made a few years back was a seriously wrong idea. I dwelt in it and it almost pushed me to the brink of giving up.

Then, I kept on harbouring that thought until a few days ago, that thought somehow broke loose and affected me quite seriously and I could not take it anymore. I somehow regretted that decision.

I thought to myself "Why am I so foolish? If I had given it much thought, things would have been better." Somehow, I just felt I was overwhelmed by negativity.

But really thank God for placing people in my life that cares about me. It really gives me motivation and encouragement to really persevere down the path I made a decision to walk. Once in a while we do sometimes accidentally make bad decisions which really makes us regret about it but God is always there to make things right.

I am blessed.

Heb12:1-3

1 Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us,

2 looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

3 For consider Him who endured such hostility from sinners against Himself, lest you become weary and discouraged in your souls.