responsibilities and more responsibilities

finally back at long last. how is everyone doing? haha... finally ere again to the place where i can say how i feel.


well, it really has been a very blessed week for me. haha... i have received yet new blessings.


2 weeks ago, my mum bought an expensive mouse for me which i do not need at all. hah... but really happy to get it. then just last saturday, i received a PSP from my mum! haha!! really thanks a lot ma! now can play games, listen to music while on the go liao. haha...


well, its the examination week already and guess what? i don't really feel like reading up on how to do the exams. haha... this is so bad of me. still, i want to be a disciplined fellow that will read up on the exams and score well. new year resolution is to score well and if i do not do it, i failed to acheive what i set out to do. argh... it is my resposibility.


speaking of responsibilities, after becoming a guitarist for my cell group, i just feel that. i have more things to take care of already. a lot of new things is what i should describe it as. i just feel that sometimes, the amount to responsibilities i have is too many for me to handle. sometimes, i would really like a break. haha.


still, my cell leader is a very good example of being a responsible person. he is still schooling , working part-time and still needs to take care of us in the cell group. it is really very taxing for him to do everything by himself. best of all, he never once complainned that he needs a break. man, i feel so bad about myself. i am not doing as much as he is doing and i am already asking for a time-out. buck up man! i can do it like him! just a bit more and i will do it!


even as a guitarist, i really have to buck up. just yesterday, something amazing happened. this guitarist i know from my zone played guitar and there is really something in his playing. you can really sense it. i feel like i am not suirtable for being a guitarist after hearing his playing. i really need to revise and seriously buck up. i have to jia you!


just a famous phrase for today:


"failure is when people give up when they never see how close they are actually to success"

- Thomas Edison

well, i will stop here. i got to read up on my exam already. see you all again soon.